In my previous post I mentioned that our family went through a very difficult situation, it was actually a big trial in our marital relationship. This past month I became so lax with husband, I allowed him to go out with his friends and i gave him the freedom to drink alcohol because I thought it will help him to enjoy and relax a little bit to ease his boredom and stress. I try to understand that it’s hard for a man to become a house husband, but I never thought he would take advantage of the freedom I gave him. What he did was very offending and it affects me emotionally and psychologically. I’m just thankful that he didn’t come to the point of using prohibited drugs, I can’t imagine seeing him at a drug rehab.
Last night we had a heart to heart talk and again he admitted his mistakes and promised he would change for the better. Oh well, I hope he is true to his words. Right now I’m praying for God’s help so I can forget the ugly memories of the past and to overcome this emotional pain. And I hope this past experience will lead us to a new beginning in our married life.